mocking God

It's like the title says. I have been mocking God over and over for so long. I always tell myself that it is not like that, but let's be honest.

Way one: beauty
I already talked about the ways that I devalue Him based upon the lies that I perpetuate about beauty.

Way two: control
It's not the time or place to delve into the details. But this is the deal, I say, on a fairly consistent basis that I know better than God. Or I think that I can handle a situation on my own.

Basically, I am wrong. And I owe God a huge apology.